It's not because I don't care. Cause I do care what you think about me. I do…care. I just can't tell you what you want to hear. Which seems to be a theme in my life right now. Just cause you can't say something doesn't mean you don't want to. You can want to very much. You can be with a person and be happy with them, and not love them. And you can love someone and not want to be with them. You don't need to…love someone…to want them. But it's frustrating. You know, when you brain tells you what you want and what you actually want don't match up, it's exhausting. And…well, it's complicated. But that's life. And life…sucks.